Change is Afoot

I seem to have misplaced something... my sense of self. I have lost all track of who the hell I am. I don't know when, how or why it's happened, all I know is that I have woken up to the fact that it did. Now I have to come to terms with that and make the necessary changes.

I have spent most of my life not living up to my potential. Classic underachiever; there are several holes in my proverbial foot. I tend to go blank right before the trigger is pulled. I'm very good at the post mortem. I can come up with all sorts of reasons why I didn't want to do that anyway. How's that for being a control freak - post event control grabber. Heh, maybe I should consider a career spinning for politicians.

There are three jobs that are mine for the winning this week. Here's to being articulate enough to say what I need to get across and controlled enough to not blurt!